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First love
08:52 Jun 29 2007
Times Read: 668

First Love



Once in a while

You are in my mind

I think about the days that we had

And i dream that these would all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

How I want here to be with you

Once more



You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one in my life

So true, I believe i can never find

Somebody like you

my first love



Once in awhile

Your are in my dreams

I can feel the warmth of your embrace

And I pray that it will all come back to me

If only you knew every moment in time

Nothing goes on in my heart

Just like your memories

And how I want here to be with you

Once more

yah yah yah



You will always be inside my heart

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Please don't say no

Now and forever you are still the one

In my heart

So true, I believe I could never find

Somebody like you

My first love

oh oh



You will always gonna be the one

And you should know

How I wish I could have never let you go

Come into my life again

Oh, don't say no

You will always gonna be the one

So true, I believe I could never find

Now and forever



By: Utada Hikaru

wisdom...
08:49 Jun 29 2007
Times Read: 669

"the hardest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."

*sigh*
21:45 Jun 25 2007
Times Read: 676

gah.... there are times when i seriously, without a doubt, hate florida. i've lived here all my life and im still not used to the freaking heat. actually, its not so much the heat. its the fucking humidity and lack of a good breaze that has me frustrated. *sighs* w/e.



i finally got the 4th and (so far) final inuyasha movie. yay! its not as good as the 2nd and 3rd, but w/e. i have it. it makes me happy. i also got myself the corpse bride. finally.....



i miss my mate. i really do. we're talking a tiny bit more than we did after she came back down to "try and fix things". ge-e-e-h-h.... im not too happy about that. i mean, i know he loves me and that even though they're living in the same house he's faithful to me, but i just dont like her that fucking close to him all the goddamn time. i dont. i really dont. yeah yeah yeah.... potty mouth me stikes again. bleh. she doesnt know who i am. im not too sure im happy about that or not. i mean, on one hand, she's not harassing me, but on the other hand, it means that there's hardly any mention of me in any of my mates....anythings! not by name at least. eh.... ok, i lie....a little. he has my name up on his profile here on the vr and he has two pics of me up on his myspace, but he never puts a name with a face. he has pics of her up on his port. here on the vr, but none of me. and i mean, w/e.... but i dunno.... people who dont know either him or me will assume that SHE is ME and she ISNT!!! *heavy anime sigh* w/e. im putting this in god's hands. i'm tired of dealing with it and thinking about it. do i wish she would leave? yeah. but if she did, she'd take his son and then i'd feel guity (even if i had nothing to do with it.) she's also pregnant, but i dont belive its his. she cheated on him. she had sex with some other guy, so w/e. i guess, i would just need to see the proof. ya kno? is it wrong to be selfish and want him all to myself (be second in his life, his kids being first)? is it wrong to wish that she would just dissapear?



.....yeah, i think it would be. he'd be devastated and i'd be further up shits creek. he's afraid of being emotionally hurt.... well, so am i. this whole love/hate triangle has already hurt me.... i just see more of it in my future....





*sigh*

Officially Official
02:30 Jun 14 2007
Times Read: 684




Well..... It's official....



Florida has officially started it's "I'm the bipolar state" ritual. It'll be Beautiful and sunny in the morning, making you want to jump into the car and head to the beach for a day of fun and funness then BAM! Once the afternoon rolls around, the clouds of impending doom have firmly planted themselves infront of the sun and won't leave until their emo tyrade of rain has effed up our plans of funness. What's worse is that it doesnt even rain the entire time. It doesnt even rain half the time. As a matter of fact, it pretty much only rains for about one forth of the time. Oh, it threatens to rain with it's beautiful display of death (aka lightning) and its rolling thunder, but it's just for show. And the humidity! YUCK! Then, once it sees that it's officially pissed you off, it'll pour. It'll pour like an emo kid crying over the fact that "no one understands them". *Sighs* Florida....





On a happier note, I have an interview with John Casablancas on Saturday. I'm somewhat nervouse (with an 'e'... yeah, im that cool....) *nervous, but nothing too big. GEP!!



I miss my mate. *tear* We talk usually on Saturdays and Sundays. He's working now. I can't wait till we meet in August. ^_^



Ghost Hunters is on. I can't be distracted.

All I Ask of You
00:15 Jun 11 2007
Times Read: 686

RAOUL

No more talk

of darkness,

Forget these

wide-eyed fears.

I'm here,

nothing can harm you -

my words will

warm and calm you.



Let me be

your freedom,

let daylight

dry -your tears.

I'm here,

with you, beside you,

to guard you

and to guide you . . .



CHRISTINE

Say you love me

every

waking moment,

turn my head

with talk of summertime . . .



Say you need me

with you,

now and always . . .

promise me that all

you say is true -

that's all I ask

of you . . .



RAOUL

Let me be

your shelter,

let me

be your light.

You're safe:

No-one will find you

your fears are

far behind you . . .



CHRISTINE

All I want

is freedom,

a world with

no more night . . .

and you

always beside me

to hold me

and to hide me . . .



RAOUL

Then say you'll share with

me one

love, one lifetime . . .

Iet me lead you

from your solitude . . .



Say you need me

with you

here, beside you . . .

anywhere you go,

let me go too -

Christine,

that's all I ask

of you . . .



CHRISTINE

Say you'll share with

me one

love, one lifetime . . .

say the word

and I will follow you . . .



BOTH

Share each day with

me, each

night, each morning . . .



CHRISTINE

Say you love me . . .



RAOUL

You know I do . . .



BOTH

Love me -

that's all I ask

of you . . .



(They kiss)



Anywhere you go

let me go too . . .

Love me -

that's all I ask

of you . .







-Phantom of the Opera